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6:14 PM

This is so sad :(

IT'S 7TH GRADE...

I stared at the girl next to me...She was my so called "best friend"... I stared at her...
Long, silky hair... And I wished she was mine... But she didn't notice me like that... I knew it...
After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before... And I handed them to her...
She said "thanks"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her...
I want her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...

IT'S JUNIOR YEAR...

My phone rang... On the other end it was her... She was in tears...
Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart... She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone...
So I did... As I sat next to her on the sofa... I stared at her soft eyes... Wishing she was mine... After 2 hours...
A Drew Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of chips... She decided to go to sleep... She looked at me..
Said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know...
That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...

IT'S SENIOR YEAR...

The day before prom... She walked to my locker...
"My date is sick" she said... He's not going to go... Well... I didn't have a date and in 7th grade...
We made a promise that if neiter of us had dates... We'd go together just as "best friends"... And so we did...

IT'S PROM NIGHT...

After everything was over with... I was standing at her front door step... I stared at her ...
She smiled at me... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me like that... And I know it...
Then she said "I had the best time... Thanks!"... And she gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to telll her...
I wanted her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...

IT'S GRADUATION DAY...

A day passed... And then a week... And then a month... Before I could blink... It was graduation day... I watched her...
Perfect body... Floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma... I wanted her to be mine...
But she doesn't think of me that way... And I know it... Before everyone went home... She came to me in her smock and hat...
And cried as I hugged her... Then she lifted her head from my shoulders and said "you're my best friend"... "Thanks!"...
And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her.. I wanted to know that I wanted to be more than "just friends"...
I love her but I'm too shy... And I don't know why...

IT'S A FEW YEARS LATER...

Now I sit in the pews of the church... A church that she is getting married in now...
I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life... Married to another man... I wanted her to be mine...
But she didn't see me like that... And I knew it... But before she drove away... She came to me and said
"You came!... Thanks!"... And she kissed me on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I wantd her to know that I didn't want to be "
just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...

YEARS PASSED...

I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend"...
At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years... This is what it said...
"I stare at him... Wishing he was mine... But he doesn't notice me like that... And I know it... I wanted to tell him...
I wanted him to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love him but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...
I wish he would tell me he loved me"... I wish I did too... I thought to myself and I cried...

3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3

6:18 PM

What is the next plan?

I was very much relieved that I just finish my SPM today! :)
Every part of my body, became so relax in a sudden.
Well, I have to made a decision on these days, before it's late.
Seriously have throw off my bad habit, like, postponed some stuff and shit till everything became last minute and I have to solve it in a mess. Yea, so bad habit kan.
At first, I was considered to work temporary at dad's company for few months before SPM result out. After that go abroad for further study with YSY.
But few days ago, I've been influenced by her for studying senior 3.
And now, I've change my mind.
As what my mom said, work temporary at dad's company.
After that, decide which school to go and what course to take.
I'm still in confusion state now. God, slap me. pleaseeeeeee.
I seriously have to start planning for my future as soon as possible, there are a lot of things I have to accomplish after high school.

Finally, 2009 is coming to an end! Everyone is talking about Christmas and New year program now. Included me. Hehehe. I guess I'll tagged along with Diana for the party or other plan. How expecting ♥
Okay, this year is so so so fabulously to me.
It basically my first year at AMC of senior high. Starting with the peoples, I met lots of new friend with different race.
Initial, they look so freaking erratic but after a period time with them, you'll know how friendly are them. and they are obviously crazy too! I am really thankful to be in the same class with them.
Not to be forgotten my Kian Kok mates too, especially my beloved sister. They are really lovable and sweet guys ever. From the pain staking to happy tears, we had been face a lot of difficulty and solve it together with million of courage. We laugh, we cry, we joke, we play, we shop, we gossip, we party and blah blah blah, all these memories, kept in my heart always and always.

Blink of an eyes, we have to separate to pursue our dream, our future, step on the different road that we should go. But remember sisters, no matter how far we are, we always and always stay the same babes. So far we're separating. but i wish you guys all the best in future. love you guys.
Okay, should shut up, or else I gonna cry like an ass. T-T

-The end-

Life is a game where you make it interesting... never give it up unless God takes it...
Precious It

3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3

11:16 PM

I hide my tears when I say your name,
but the pain in my heart is still the same.
Although I Smile & Seem Carefree,
There is no one Who misses you more than ME!

Damn sucked at Ekonomi paper2 today.
I almost bull crapped for the whole blanks.
I am just so genius. GOD
Three more subject left, after this, I'm free from the hell !
Hehehehhehehehehehe
okay, shut up.

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Below is the picture when YSY birthday. Awww! Happy birthday honey. *kiss
Morning, went Pulau Manukan with three bitches and a gay.
Skip the twaddle,
but I've to mention about, that stingy banana boat is SO-not-fun-at-all.
And I wrenched my hand and neck badly.
So pain.

Hahahahahaha

Night, went Damai Upperstar for Dinner with a lot friends.
Haha. Lazy to figured out who they are.
After having a skinful dinner, headed-off to KKBox.
Sing-Sang-Sung till almost 1am then went home.
Oh yea, My singing was like Beyoncé thou.
Hahahahahaha. WTF

The best sista always. Love love love ♥

3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3

7:26 PM

Today and yesterday was fun. the bitches are crazy too. The days went out with them are really awesome :)

Yesterday♥
Around 4pm, went mountain climbing at Bukit Padang with Ying & Ah Mang. It's super-duper-hyper hot and tired. Completed task at 6pm. Thanks God we didn't get lost. *applause* Guess that I will not go there in a period of time. My legs are pain like hell. F***
After that went Yoyo met Vivian, Ah Ling and Jie Jie. My kinda long time no see punya sayang. and sorry I'M LATE. hehehe.
Finished gossip, headed-off to Tanjung Aru then back to Sutera met Ying.

Today♥
Went Center with my three bitches. Watched "planet 51". Watched till half then came out. You can probable know how was the movie. And so, went home after wisma.

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11:39 PM

Science next Wednesday. But currently still in holiday's mood.
Where do I have to start my science ?

Those microorganism, carbon, electronic and blah blah blah...
It's really embarrassed me.. Shit
Not expecting to get A in science but still perhaps I could pass. AMEN

Shopping tomorrow my babies ? :)

If everything was everything but everything is over
But I still miss you :(
XOXO

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9:19 PM

A Joyful Sunday :)

Went out with YSY & Ah Mang.
Take our lunch at Tuaran just because of Tuaran Mee. Siao~
We're so desperate okay.
Visited temple at nearby then headed-off to Karambunai.
Wtf I just realise that, I actually don't know how ride bicycle!
Still pretend like professional. Shit. Know you guys ride so fast la.
Almost evening, went Damai's Coffee Bean revision Smath until 8pm.
After that went 88 for dinner. What a fulsome
I ate a lot recently. I should stop now. Damn it
Anti-Ah Mang. Hahaha

Math today was easy easy easy :)
Perhaps I could get A in this subject. Awwwww!
Moral tomorrow.

Have to memorize those moral value. F***

Peace :)

Bitches

See. I told you we ate a lot.

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2:45 PM